Kind of forgeting this sometimes..
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Bee yourself. Like seriously subject yourself to bees cuz they are AWEESOME. jk the sting. So since you can’t Bee yourself, be yourself :P
I kind of remember. I was happy and laughing all the time like some retarded idiot, was wearing weird clothes because I didn’t care how do I look and was naive as fuck. Sweet times :D
It feels kind of weird to say “I love you”, but I know I need you more than anything in this world and I need to learn how to respect you more, because you deserve it.
Michael Klein, El dia siguente
Was kind of depressed from all the studying, although I am not studying so much this semester. And then I saw all the pictures of what we have done in the last few monts and I realized that there is no need to feel like shit, because the exams will be over soon and I will be free again.
However when I’m not with you for some time, I need to get used to you again, and I usually fell in love with you again. But it seems to me, that it is like it was before, that I do not need anybody all the time. I kind of don’t care and it scares me a bit, because I know it is weird, especially when the other person needs me all the time..
…and I was happy again. But then came these three dreams and my mind got sad and a bit angry and passionate and cold, at first one at a time and then all at once. Then my body joined in with pain and then surrendered and now I am collapsing. Even all the prety flowers could not heal me. But I won’t ask him. Not until I am sure, the reaction will be all his and not some prepared thousand times discussed shit. Although why does this even matter. Is this something he send me via the Carma mail career? Hope this won’t force me into changing my plans for the rest of the week. And I thought that this will be one whole perfect week, well…
I would love you to take me… Although I don’t need you around so much, I still love you, but somehow it is changing. I feel like I want to be alone and with you only sometimes, like I need some space. And I don’t like it, because I am afraid, that the same like with him will happen.. You must not force me, or I will get scared like a little doe and will run away. But I love you so I will find a way, I want you to be mine and I want to be yours my dear.